Hey,

Well Tommy wasn't the prince charming I thought he was.

More of the gross toad before the princess kisses him.

Anyways, he ended up making plans to go to the movies

and he totally STOOD ME UP! How annoying is that?

I talked to him after the fact and decided 2 4 give him.

We met at the mall and he totally ignored me and my BFF

Kendra. K is also his BFF 2 make matters worse! So I stopped

liking him now, now I really like this guy Derek.(At this point

there are edits that show where my other best friend edited my entries

at a sleepover). We haven't talked much but he is soooo HOT!

He checked me out @ this school dance. I wanna get to know him better

and maybe...possibly...MAKE OUT W/ HIM! finally I feel ready!

always <3

ANNA

Hey there!

Its the day after I last wrote and I still haven't Talked to Tommy.

Maybe he is grounded or something. I keep thinking about my feelings

for him more and more and he makes me feel so good about myself

like I'm more than just a stupid middle school teen. Like I'm a person.

<3tommy<3>

Anna

elevenyearold-era relics

girl scout patch

happy bat mitzvah

some jake art

an inspiring quote

first lipstick

Hey Sexay!

LOL whatz up? How ya been grl? I'm awesome. Life is goin pretty damn well! GUESS WHAT! Do you remember Jake? The guy I was in love w/ last year? Well, it turns out I fell in love w/ him this year too! See, he asked me out again about 2 weeks ago and I said yes. We went to the movies and we laughed a lot. It was almost like we were friends rather than a couple. Anyways he dumped me a few days ago. I have never been so confused about what I was feeling in MY LIFE! I felt like I still loved him, but hated him 4 dumping me. Then I started to get happy about the whole thing. I get to have my best bud Jake back and any other guy I want! 

AND I KNOW WHO I WANT. 

This guy named Tommy Moore. He's one of the sweetest and caring guys I know. See we have been good friends for a while. We have so much in common including the same *Favorite Movie*. We help eachother with out problems a lot. His parents are divorced like mine and we both have stepparents. We talk about it a lot and it really helps me feel better about it all. One time he told me what a great person I am and that I should never change. I love him for that. He told my BFF kendra that he liked me when I was goin out with Jake. She says he still does, but kept it from me when I was with J.Z. I hope me and Tom hook up. I think we would have a good relationship.

<3tommy<3

                                 Banana *A*

Dear Diary,

ARGGG! Sorry, I needed to get a primal scream in my entry so you get the full effect of my problem. My close friend Kelsey is being so...ugh I can't even think of a word to describe it. Really unfair...is what I'm going 4. We got in this fight at her party bcuz I was the first peep to fall asleep, and they played mean jokes on me after I told them not to. It was really mean and I got upset and called her a bitch. I appoligized and she wont 4give me. Oh well, she was a good friend while it lasted. I don't really like greg anymore, he is an asshole. I kind of like this guy named Brendan. He is really sweet and likes me 2. Well I'm TIRED, so I'm gunna get my beauty sleep.

~crazy love 4 EVA ~

~* WITH AN X AND AN O I'M OUT LIKE WOAH! *~ 

love,

Anna Banana

Hey Journal,

I cut my hair today! It looks good Greg didn't notice my sexy outfit at all today! He hasn't said a word since the "incident"! I like him so much...and it makes me wanna cry every time I think 'bout how much I screwd things ^ with him. I wish I could convince him I'm worth his time...I don't know how, but I will think of something. Kendra got used by some idiot this weekend...He's gunna get his booty kicked!!

LOVE<3,

ANNA<3

Dear Journal

Greg didn't get what I was tryin to say at all! I was trying to tell him that I like him and want to be wit him and he totally blew me off. Guys R so weird! I don't get them @ all. One day he wants to jump me, the next never to talk to me agian. I'm kinda worried 'bout tomorrow. My locker is right next to his and I'm afraid 2 face him. I planned out a really sexy outfit for tomorrow. Just in case. Me and my friend Leslie got in a big fight and made up. I'm sooooo happy! She is one of the best friends I have ever had. I can laugh w/ her for hours. ~rembember~ my friend "K" has a secret! 

love alwayz,

anna banana <3